“It’s only a matter of time before I hurt someone…someone I care about.”

(Source: frompillow)

normofthenorth:

Oh okay! Phew! I was worried for a sec we weren’t going to be allowed to be on here!

Shame though since I did get the Blood in Ferelden RPG book thing and was thinking about floating some ideas around. Ah well. Another time I suppose.

Oh Maker no! I wouldn’t just banish you all. You’re all far too precious for that. And this our lovely abode on the internet. 

I would have liked a group plot or something but i’m going to be so busy soon. I always make time for friends though, and I count all of you as that so yeah. I’m still up for roleplaying any time. But if I vanish, then i’m under the evil clutches of assignments. 

normofthenorth:

Wat.

WAT.

I mean yeah a lot of people have been busy you know but like sure I haven’t done anything in like 2 days but before that I’m on almost constantly so…I think I’m going to stick around for a bit I mean. If anyone still wants to para with me or anything.

Don’t worry, everyone is free to remain and para. I, myself, still love being Táriel and do wish to delve into being Morrigan. 

Just a lot of people have little time for it so I figured it was best to put it on hiatus. Although, the hiatus is mostly for large group plots and such but I still wanna stick around xD

‘Unbreakable’ - Fireflight 

Where are the people that accused me?
The ones who beat me down and bruised me
They hide just out of sight
Can’t face me in the light
They’ll return but I’ll be stronger

Basically describing Táriel’s resilience and the inevitable return of her mother who once beat and bruised her. 

‘Night of the Hunter’ - 30 Seconds To Mars

Pray to your God, open your heart
Whatever you do, don’t be afraid of the dark
Cover your eyes, the devil’s inside   

I would say that this describes Táriel’s feelings of self-loathing. She knows everything is in her head but when she brutally kills people it seems to just stand as evidence for her hatred. Still, she hopes that one day she will truly find peace.

‘Pieces’ - Red

Then I see your face
I know I’m finally yours
I find everything I thought I lost before
You call my name
I come to you in pieces
So you can make me whole

Jolich and Táriel. Pretty sure the lyrics are self explanatory.  

‘Animal I Have Become’ - Three Days Grace

So what if you can see the darkest side of me?
No one will ever change this animal I have become
Help me believe it’s not the real me
Somebody help me tame this animal

This song pertains to the time after she escaped Denerim. She became incredibly violent and would lash out at anyone and everyone just because she could. She had been ‘caged’ for so long that all her rage and hatred just took over until Meeran took her in.

‘Underdog’ - Kasabian

Love in Technicolor sprayed out on walls
Well, I’ve been pounding at the pavement till there’s nothing at all
I got my cloak and dagger in a bar room brawl
See the local loves a fighter, loves a winner to fall

It don’t matter, I won’t do what you say
You’ve got the money and the power, I won’t go your way
I can’t take from the people, they don’t matter at all
I’ll be waiting in the shadows till the day that you fall

Táriel’s rise as an assassin and rebellion against the nobility. It’s just her in a song.

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My jealousy is over 9000 D: 

She’s playing in Gateshead and my friend Aimee just popped up on facebook and asked if I wanted to go with her :’)

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About Me:

I’m Jess, i’m 18 (almost 19) and I live in Thornaby in North East England. It’s rubbish and nearly everyone is a chav with no brain cells. I play Táriel and Morrigan and I also created this group as I missed the last one way too much. I’ve almost finished my first year at University and i’m studying Psychology Single Honours as I adore everything about the subject and people fascinate me. I want to be a counsellor and my ultimate goal is to work with children and young people who have/had/are receiving treatment for cancer as I had it when I was 4.

I’m happily taken. I’m only 5”2 so I often get mistaken for a child if i’m not wearing some form of heel. Yes my blonde hair is natural. No I don’t have an issue with being pale. Apparently I have a good singing voice but that is highly debatable. I waste my life sleeping, eating, gaming and reading (okay and I guess make time for education in there somewhere). Also, I try to be funny but it doesn’t work for me. I spend too much money on games, make-up, nail polish and cute underwear. I’m addicted to Oodles (chinese café in my town). I have an elf ear kink. I also really like biting. Uhh i’m scared of clowns. I have 5 tattoos with 2 more planned. I own way too many plushies, teddies and stuffed animals. I also need to stop buying hats and scarves. I love Alice in Wonderland. I am fascinated by steampunk, keys, and pocket watches. Shoesssss. I’ve started cosplaying.

Favourites:

Band - Panic! At The Disco. They were the band that introduced me to alternative music and helped my 12 year old self to realise that being different is actually okay. They were pretty much the stepping stone for my development as a person. First came Panic and alt music then followed rock and heavy metal as my first loves. I just love everything they do and they are amazing live omg.

Dessert - Hot Chocolate Fudge Cake with Ice Cream and Chocolate Sauce. I just really love chocolate. Don’t judge me.

Games - Dragon Age, Assassin’s Creed, Portal, Team Fortress 2, Mortal Kombat, Fable, Final Fantasy, Bioshock, Elder Scrolls, Kingdom Hearts, Pokémon, Mass Effect, Alice: Madness Returns and nearly every Sonic and Legend of Zelda game in existence. Star Wars: The Old Republic is also just amazing. I have been gaming since I was 3 sooooo….yeahh. 

Books - Invisible Monsters by Chuck Palahniuk (but I have adored every single thing by him that I have read), The Book Thief by Markus Zusak, Lord of the Rings, Harry Potter, Wuthering Heights, Dracula and I need to read the Dragon Age novels but I will also love them too.

Scents - Freshly Cut Grass, Freshly Baked Cookies, Attraction by Lancome, Nina by Nina Ricci, Davidoff Cool Water, J-Lo Glow After Dark, Golden Delicious by DKNY, Paco Robanne Black XS, Loverdose by Diesel and Bed Head hair products. I also really like the smell of my skin when I’ve been out in the sun for a while.

Contact:

Facebook - here
Skype - jessica.ashley23
Personal Tumblr - here 
Gamertag - Bird5ong (because Birdsong was taken :C) 
SWTOR Red Eclipse - Feyarna (Jedi Knight) and Aloreln (Sith Inquisitor)

I’m totally up for some Ass Creed/L4D/TF2 online play some time too c: 

Dash is covered in sad Alistair pictures thanks to Even
I’m okay with this

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Oh Maker, i’m going to have to be mean to Alistair when i’m Morrigan. 
My inner Cousland shall weep…
…and probably laugh as well